No sooner had my Doctor uttered these words that I began to fall apart, emotionally that is. We will forget that I have started crying at random, often trivial things such as the last scene in the Amazing Race. Yes, I cried like a baby all because 2 people I don't know won a race. Then a couple nights later they were playing a song on a t.v. show and low and behold I burst into tears. Luckily laughter also accompanies these random acts of sobs. But, the lowest point was yesterday. You know it is going to be a bad day when you get pissed off at Christmas music. Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer, I got so mad upon listening to the lyrics, how dare the other reindeer dis him until Santa says he is okay, then they are all like "hey Rudolph your cool now, want to be our friend." Makes me so mad! Anyways, that wasn't the low point. I am in the middle of sewing and yet again run out of thread. Off to the fabric store I go. Once in the store and on the way home I begin to feel extremely irritable, sensing that this is more than a Christmas song I head across town (seriously out of my way across town) to Baskin Robins, home of my all time favorite ice cream. I grab a quart and head home. Once home I slam the ice cream down, grab a spoon and start shoveling in the ice cream only to dissolve into tears. Justin of course trying to study jumps up and gives me a hug wondering what on earth has spurred an ice cream melt down. So in between sobs and a mouth full of ice cream I blurt out, "they didn't have what I needed at the fabric store." Of course hearing this I instantly recognize how utterly ridiculous this whole scene is and begin laughing. So with tears streaming down my face and burst of laughter and sobs, I devoured half my container of ice cream and felt much better. Welcome to the 3rd trimester!
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